What can I say, I have really unusual thinking about everything it's a different point of life that not many can understand, and finally it's a time to reveal what thoughts are floating around my head each day. For some reasons I will never post my name or other people names, id from my life. However I will mention what I see in people their behaviors in any kind of situations, that I see in my life, also I will post my reaction to it and my opinions. I could talk for days about everything so instead a will talk about some of the things in life, or subjects in life. I really like my life, what can I say I have things to live for and also few things I could die for. Death is popular subject these days, when I will feel that the time is right I will write how I understand death. There so much to write about so many categories. And step by step I will write about them I don't know how much time it will take me to finish writing about everything maybe years.
The discussions between me and my thoughts are some part of special thinking. Basically thoughts have private part in our mind. There is private section of thousands of thoughts that people only keep for them self, it's a section that will be carry on till the death. Like for example when you look to other person near you, you could have some thoughts like "that's an asshole" even if that person is unknown and never will be in your life. This also makes interesting example about how people make their own opinions only from others. So called "first opinion" can be made by others, maybe others are saying based on their communication in the past. It's wrong to judge a person and don't like him, try to avoid him just because others said that he's an asshole. The thing is we all are different and maybe if other's did not get a long with a guy, you will not like him either. I have experience from life where few of my enemies who'm I thought I will never get along become good friends. My first opinion also was based on opinions from others, but when start knowing a person you start realize things like this. Humans are really strange, cruel, insane, fucked up beings. I'm saying that fact based on people and what they do, I didn't say this based on nothing. Look around at what they do, they kill we have killers who kill few or more or a millions in a war. We also kill animals but that's not so important in these times it became regular. We kill them for food we have 7 billions mouths to feed by the way and still are millions who die of hunger. People make crimes they steal, they rob others. There are people taking drugs for years, some of them die of that. People with violence who don't kill but kick the living shit out of others. Corruption, there are people who have addiction to money, and because of that they screw, lie, steal, and try to survive. The lucky ones, the best ones actually survive because they know how to handle it. There are rapists, kidnappers, the ones that have animal violence problems. Many of these fucking crimes and other stuff all combined are happening just because people are not smart enough to live and enjoy their life. I hear that many people want to know everything about the beginning. The way I see it stop wasting time on that. Just be happy that you are alive and have opportunity to be here. Those kind of questions about the beginning are not meant to be answered, there's no right way that can answer it with 100% sure. Evolution and religion are theories. However religion is just a story, it's a story that was created for those early people in the year BC 1. It was just a tool to control people, and keep them from doing bad things and crimes. 2000 years have passed and we suppose to believe in a story which sounds beyond ridiculous. There was a god and he had a son "Jesus"etc. Where the logic here? there are millions of planets in our universe and god chooses one, goes there and has a son from a virgin women? How's that even possible? Story like that proves that it was written who knew shit about medicine and humans back then. That's why I do not believe religion it's just no seems logical, if you like it ok that's you life pray enjoy sunday in a cold place with other people talking non-sense. Churches are like crazy people houses, in both they talk non-sense. I'm not making fun it's just how I understand it. And for today I think I'm out.. my mind needs rest....
